This time in 2015, I made a huge life-changing decision. It was not made lightly but covered with much prayer, tears and questions. No one …I mean NO one…knew what I was dealing with behind closed doors in my marriage. I was so very scared! Terrified, in fact! I had no idea what I’d do… Continue reading Real. Raw. And nakked! I was decived!!!
Have you left Egypt? Have you felt led out of your Egypt? Did you leave willingly or were you forced out? Much like the children of Israel, we all have our Egypt we’ll need to eventually leave. Well, that is, if we truly want and desire to become that which our Heavenly Father has destined… Continue reading Egypt: In or Out?
Warning: Enter in but this is a real and raw post with a lot of pain! I’ve been struggling the past two days and wasn’t sure why. I’ve attempted to connect with my inner self to find out what’s going on. Nope, not feeling sick.Nope, not overly emotional. So what in the world is going… Continue reading I hate winter!
This year for the first time in my life I have no desire whatsoever to move forward into the joyous season. I’d just rather skip right over all the silly season and wake up on December 26th, thank you very much!! Grief hurts! I’ve been visiting with a grief counselor who has helped somewhat. Although,… Continue reading Grief and the Holidays
I wept for you todayIn the kindest most gentlest wayI wept for you today Do you see the child withinSo broken and so scaredI wept for you today When will you stop runningWhen will you surrenderI wept for you today I see that wounded one withinI sense the brokenness and the painI wept for you… Continue reading I Wept for You Today
Strange title, huh?! Yet, I have recently realized that for me, can’t speak for anyone else, I have indeed begun to find hope during this season. We read in the Word in The Passion Translation, in Proverbs 13: 12, When hope’s dream seems to drag on and on, the delay can be depressing. But when… Continue reading Hope in a Pandemic
A book in the Bible talks about seasons. Ecclesiastes 3 tells that there is a time and season for many things under Heaven. Right now this is my time of healing. 1 There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under the heavens: 2 a time to be born and a time to die, a… Continue reading Healing me? How?
You have been gone ten days today. I sat and watched them lower your casket in the ground. I know some may think I’m morbid but for me that’s closure. I know it was only your body as you are now in Heaven with Jesus! And that reason alone causes me to rejoice! Yet I… Continue reading I Feel Your Loss
I will grieve for the lost little me!
I do not like grief! There…I said it! My mom passed in September 2019 and my daddy died in December 2020. My sweet mother in law, who is more of a momma to me, is in her end of life phase. Of course we never know when that final day will be..yet…we must grieve! I… Continue reading #griefsucks #mentalhealthmatters